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Twenty & Terrified
03:01
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It's not getting any clearer
As I am getting older,
Just watching as the seconds, minutes, hours, days, and weeks pass through me
And I'm still stuck here wondering who I should try to be.
Don't think I'm over thinking
Don't think I'm gonna be right
Don't think I'm even thinking
Do I get another try?
Something in my insides is telling me that
It's not gonna be alright.
The best friends I ever made, I haven't seen since high school,
And the plans we create, we should have thrown out three years ago,
'cause nothings falling into place like we thought it would,
Like we thought it should.
This is it, my last attempt to become the person I want to be
This is it, my last attempt to become the person I thought I'd be
No it's not a dream, this is real life,
Feels more like a nightmare with everything I feel inside,
Disappointment after disappointment
I'm getting closer to the edge 'cause I'm done trying to avoid it
This is it, my last attempt to become the person I want to be
This is it, my last attempt to become the person I thought I'd be
Twenty and terrified
(This is it)
Twenty and terrified
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2. |
Ghost
01:42
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Don't look at me, Don't look at me, Don't look at me,
My secrets out, you sold me out and it's killing me,
Everybody knows now there's a target on my head,
It's not easy being a ghost when everybody wants you dead
This conversation was held in confidence,
I don't want to see you again
Don't look at me, Don't look at me, Don't look at me,
My secrets out, you sold me out and it's killing me,
Everybody knows now there's a target on my head,
It's not easy being a ghost when everybody wants you dead
This conversation was held in self defense,
I don't want to see you again
I don't ever want to see you again
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3. |
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Been gone for a day and I'm feeling homesick,
Three more months and I hope that it's worth it,
Trying to find my place and I found that it's hopeless,
Falling off but I'm still hanging on
The month before I left we took some photographs,
Now they're hanging off new bed and you never thought I'd look back,
It seems like those days are over now
I never thought they would end
I let all of my friends down
I let all of my friends down
Hanging on every word that I said
I promised I would come back every weekend
But it didn't happen, it didn't happen, it didn't happen
I let all of my friends down
I let all of my friends down
It's just another regret
that I have to deal with, that I have to deal with
It's just another regret
That I want to forget, I want to forget,
But I'll never forget.
Cashed in all my chips, as suspected I'm worthless without my friends
So I decided to call them from my new home,
There's no reconciliation,
Because nobody answered and nobody cares after
I let all of my friends down
I let all of my friends down
It's just another regret
that I have to deal with, that I have to deal with
It's just another regret
That I want to forget, I want to forget,
But I'll never forget.
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4. |
Conceited
02:51
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Everybody knows that girls like you don't make excuses,
Just to make yourself feel good and less useless
But I, I can see right through you, I can see you
Stuttering through your sentences, a web of deceit,
and lies despite everyone seeing exactly what they need,
Someone who's perfect and someone who knows it.
I know how you got here
You're just a bridge over shallow water
You're not needed, but you're convenient,
and I know you're never gonna believe it,
but you're conceited
Okay, let's act like you didn't do that for the attention,
Not to mention the way that you walk the way that you talk,
You're holding yourself up
I know how you got here
You're just a bridge over shallow water
You're not needed, but you're convenient,
and I know you're never gonna believe it,
but you're conceited
Get over yourself, we're not waiting for you to get over yourself
You're just a bridge over shallow water
You're not needed, but you're convenient,
and I know you're never gonna believe it,
but you're conceited
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5. |
xGirlfriendx
03:04
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Just look at me, why am I at this party
Because I'm not quite in the mood right now,
I got up to avoid the crowd and the awkward conversations
For the record I hate the way my eyes look down when
I try not to be left out, I really want to leave right now,
Before I drown and I am sinking
Call it a comeback, or a rush of adrenaline,
Before you shrug me off turn back to all your stuck up friends
This is why I didn't want to come,
This is why I didn't want to stay,
This is why I lay in bed try to think of something interesting to say
It's too late, So goodnight,
My young years have been a waste of time
Until you ask me when I'm gonna go
I know that I can't take a hint
I can feel the cigarette smoke filling up my lungs
I've been here for too long, It stopped being fun
I think I'm gonna leave, you can stay if you want but
All of my friends are waiting for me
It's too late, So goodnight,
My young years have been a waste of time
Until you ask me when I'm gonna go
I know that I can't take a hint
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6. |
Bad News
03:43
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You held me by my fingers, I kept you on your toes,
Because every moment that passed was another step to hating you
Everything was true, but you threw it all away,
just like every second chance I gave you every single day
I was set on being blue, and you kept me right on track,
Everything you stole from me I'll never want back
You've been had, You are through,
You messed everything up,
I've got some bad news, I've got some bad news
Still the sun shines on you, despite all of my wishes,
Hope everything goes wrong for you, I just want to witness,
Your heart break into two, or a million little pieces,
I want you to feel it, and I want you to notice
Everything I do, when I do it without you,
Everything you are, I hate everything about you
You've been had, You are through,
You messed everything up,
I've got some bad news, I've got some bad news
You're a fake and a liar,
I don't like you, I don't trust you
You've been had, You are through,
You messed everything up,
I've got some bad news, I've got some bad news
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7. |
Spent
03:24
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I'm spent,
Took every ounce of me to seem upset
Put my defenses up, sometimes that's not enough
I feel uncomfortable in my own skin,
So where's my conscience now
It used to keep me up, but now I'm too messed up
to just be myself, for now
Because I'm too unearthed to handle
So come on, open my heart up,
Because I don't know what's inside.
So come on, open my heart up,
Because I don't know what's inside.
I resign my head
I'm tired of myself tearing myself down,
stressing on everything and ripping my hair out,
I might as well, I fucking might as well
Give up everything I wanted to be
So come on, open my heart up,
Because I don't know what's inside.
So come on, open my heart up,
Because I don't know what's inside.
Cross my fingers and clench my teeth,
Pray to God that I might never be
Ready to run from every commitment, yeah
Because I'm not done hiding yet
My doors in my house
Are locked up every night when you come to town
My doors in my house
Are locked up every night just to lock you out
It's impossible to be so rational
In times like this, yeah in times when
It's impossible to be so rational
In times like this, yeah in times will
Cross my fingers and clench my teeth,
Pray to God that I might never be
Ready to run from every commitment, yeah
Because I'm not done hiding yet
I'm not done hiding yet
I'm not done hiding yet
(My doors in my house
Are locked up every night when you come to town
My doors in my house
Are locked up every night just to lock you out)
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